do i not bleed?
so another year slipped by so far away and here i am with nothing left to say so what i do in my redundant way is continue to hope and love and play the same old game of babble... let the meter and cadence and rhythm and rhymes not get in our way...
dear ray... i wish i could feel the love and trust we shared in our friendship in our younger years... today no one shares that way... maybe that is what growing up does to us... drifting apart... detached from our heart... and yet, i still wish you a happy birth day today...
dear barb... i wish i could feel the love and trust we shared when we were together in our younger years... today no one shares that way... maybe i no longer deserve that level of respect and trust and love... disillusioned... detached from humanity... and yet, i still wish you a happy birthday today...
my intention was always to keep in touch and somehow i failed myself and you and you and everyone i've ever loved... and now, all the reasons fade into a pile of foolishness i cast aside because they do not matter... the past is unchangeable... the only power we have is to do what we can do in the present... and if i could i would hug you right now... for you believed in me and i would really like to feel someone does again... and i believed in you and still do... wherever you are... hope our paths cross again...
life goes on, huh?...
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