sleeping tdl (to do list)

one of the to do lists that waits for more time and motivation is this to do list of things i'd like to do but not at the moment (so these things on this to do list are waiting for time and motivation just like the to do list itself, aye?... ummmm, ok)... since this sort of came out of the sleep cycle, the list may seem random and maybe even in need of some organization like as in to do on the web and to to asap and to do around the house and to do soon and to do eventually and to do with others and to do after i do something else that needs to be done before i can do this and so on, but hey, it's a list... 

• search for all the profiles of me on the web (some i didn't even create like 
• search for all the profiles of me that i've created on the web
• find a friend offline who wants to share the search for who we are on the web
• put labels on all of the entries in all of my blogs
• see if the labels make any sense
• consider making sense of the labels if they don't seem to make sense
• edit my writings
• publish my writings
• make enough money to retire
• retire
• clean out the car
• buy a new car
• buy a new house
• fall in love again
• reconnect with old friends
• share uninhibited sex
• remember me
• actualize me
• clean out the boxes in the bedroom closet and bedroom
• unpack the books and find shelving for them
• read more
• get stuff out of ny storage and sort through and so on
• sort through and organized all the music i've got on cds and on the computer
• run more
• exercise more
• remember i have abs
• organize this and other tdls (to do lists)
• create an abbreviation list for reference to all the random abbreviations i create
• include what i intend to mean with the labels on that abbreviation list
• find, update, or recreate my personal dictionary
• share my personal dictionary with close friends so they might understand me when i talk to them
• find time for all this
• find a friend who wants to know me well enough to find time for all this
• continue this and other tdls

so anyway, there's what came from the relatively deep of last night... who knows what might come from relatively deep sleep another night... or even from seriously deep sleep once the arm no longer nags, aye?...

are we having fun yet? :)
 

almost feeling the burn

what i mean is, i would be feeling the burn of muscles from exercise if i was not adept at turning off pain sensors when i focus my concentration on manipulating the neuro-synaptic flow of information from body to brain... i think that is one of the key steps in growing/getting old, forgetting how to do that... i am feeling some of the burn slip through though, which means i am crossing limits and must take great care with further physical challenges until sufficient rest can be obtained, which will hopefully be before i strain something... the bottom line is feeling alive is good, being alive is dangerous, and staying alive is more fun than anything else i've tried, so i shall endeavor to succeed at all three for a change...

meanwhile, i am just getting home from softball and i did not sit once since leaving the house except to drive... pushing the limits... and i stopped for food... light veggie soups and pasta and some protein drinks... lunch was a big green salad, two bananas, grapefruit juice, and a protein drink (which was the most calories of anything by far)... everything consumed today so far was under 1000 calories total and i definitely burned well over 3000, so the process of weight loss begins... you remember, i made a promise?...

yes you do...

meanwhile, i am still loving this song... now i must shower so i can head out to the oscar's (as in academy award themed) game night on time... and if you are reading here and still wondering why i blog, well, you are reading, right... thank you for that... and you never know who might want to know more about me while remaining somewhat incognito, so this gives you (or them) the opportunity... makes sense to me :)

make tonight wonderful :)

sleep bouncing

now while the vast majority of you might consider the title to have something to do with somnambulatory fantasies (somnambulation?... oh my!), i slept wonderfully even with waking to re-cover myself cuz the windows were open and a new brrrrrr-eeze blew through the place last night... waking early for the gym just wasn't in the cards cuz curling up and staying warm was just too much fun...

and now, it's time to head downtown to the samh diwg meeting (a bunch of old geeks and nerds gathering to discuss numbers and such) and then, maybe... clean the place?... it is getting a bit ragged what with clothes kind dripping from boxes everywhere as the unpacking continues and i hunt for winter clothes... hey, a few 40 degree mornings are cold enough (even if i nyuk)...

i hope you are feeling exhilarated and cheery and make today wonderful in your world :)

well that was interesting

the laptop seemed to die for a while... i think the vents for the hard drive and cpu fans got clogged and appeared to shut down the hard drive, but then, it also appears that windows xp and the att communication manager were somehow corrupted (both said they were and after several re-boots, reverted back to older configurations)... it all stemmmed from downloading and installing firefox and flash/quicktime updates... i am very seriously just moments away from switching back to internet explorer, in spite of getting used to firefox and liking it... it does not render some of the pages i visit (and some of my own pages) as designed (heck, it can't even read the wing dings font)... anyway, once i blew the dust into the box to clear the fan vents (yeah, i know, a very temporary solution, i must find the right small tools to open the box and blow out the dust from the inside asap), the hard drive started coming back to life and after another off-on reboot windows xp opened again with a reverted configuration... i then copied the entire my documents folder over to my mybook while i was out playing softball (we were destroyed, by the way, but that's another story of murder and intrigue)... when i got home, after ale house and krystals, the laptop was still on, but the att aircard would not connect... a few more on-off and disconnect-reconnect deals and another corruption detected message, and here we are, finally reconnected as if nothing happened... bet you didn't even know i was gone (poke)...

yeah, i almost hooked up my old mac (i think it's a g2, but i haven't actually set it up since buying it some time ago, in fact, the same week or even day i bought this laptop, so that must be going on years now... which just proves i am insane, at least to mac users... lunatic fringe just ponder...

19-5 was the damage on the field tonight... we just could not field a ball to save our lives... and our hitting went sour... i was 2 for 2 and in the on deck circle when the last out was called... i walked one in the last inning after they already clobbered us for 19 runs... we were sad, though emotionally we had fun and seven of us went out for beer and wings and football after the game (one of us is a browns fan, so the night ended with cheers)... and i stopped for krystals on the way home, so obviously the spaghetti was fine re-boiled and all (see the previous entry to figure that one out)...

the only way life could be more fun or better is if i was sharing it with a best friend or or lover or partner and took care of the body better, but then, alone the taste buds are my favorite organ, sometimes, though only by a smidge sometimes... so what have you been up to tonight? (hope it was much fun :)