yeah, home again to find the kids, happiness and curious, waiting up for mom... it is a struggle for happiness, the poor old puppy... he wants to go to bed so bad, he walks into the bedroom then comes out and stands staring at me... then lays down... sometimes i lay down with him for a little while and he smiles... that's repeated every ten or fifteen minutes until he finally passes out after midnight on his bed in the living room... and curious curls up on the couch beside me wanting strokes and scratches and reassurances... all the while i am looking to put my hands on the keys to write the epic words that will save the universe from human madness or at least save humans from self-destruction... yeah, it's a thing...
the tv is boring and distracting, so i put on music... and i wish i could just cut and paste a playlist into a blog so i can share the music i just listened to and the mix i just put together, but i do not know remember how to do that and i do not feel like researching and learning how to do that now... i should be sleeping and i would rather be writing and listening and loving the words and music flowing through the air and me... the mix, or playlist, is called bipolar love... it is thirty songs from diverse artists, mostly soft and moody and somewhat ethereal and though it starts out in angst and maybe even agony, it ultimately find a positive perspective (i think) in sound and tone and message... wish i could share it with you and... wish you could tell me what you think... and feel...
Sail - AwolNation
He Got What He Wanted - Gavin Friday
The One - Meg and Dia
Irvine - Kelly Clarkson
Only In Your Head - Marketa Irglova (Swell Season)
She Never Cried - The Telling
Eyes Closed - The Narrative
Falling Slowly - Swell Season (Once)
Heaven's Too Far - Meg and Dia
The Sound of Silence - Simon & Garfunkel
Vincent - Don McLean
Frozen - Madonna
Glory Box - Portishead
Amygdala - Frost
All I Want is You - U2
I Need to Be in Love - The Carpenters
Wonderful - Stone Temple Pilots
Only For Love - Meg and Dia
Wish You Were Here - Pink Floyd
Flying Solo - The Telling
Wide Awake - Milla Jovovich
Beneath Your Beautiful - Labrinth
Be My Friend - Milla Jovovich
In a Little While - U2
Wake Me Up - Avicii
I Still haven't Found What I'm Looking For - U2
Love is - Meg and Dia
Let Me Fall In Love - Marketa Irglova (Swell Season)
If You Can't Sleep - She & Him
Love Song - Meg and Dia
but i wish you could hear it... feel it and not just read the titles and artists...
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