it's about hope

yup, or as one of my friends from work would say, yeeuuuupp, after all is said and done... after all the bitching and moaning and crying and whining and complaining and depressing perspectives, the process continues because there is always hope... there is always hope because even when there seems to be no hope left at all, i hope there is always hope so there is always hope...

the process of writing, of thinking, of feeling... thinking even when thoughts hurt... feeling even when it feels like nobody cares... waking up and facing another day of challenges... and breathing, just breathing, when it seems pointless... no matter how bad it feels (or gets), there is always hope... hope keeps me moving, even when every part of me wants to lay down and die... hope keeps me doing what i love to do, helping others, even when i feel (or am) used and abused... hope keeps me alive... hope for love, for sharing, for caring, for being cared about... hope for sharing peace and happiness and honest love...

these words should be more profound, more meaningful, more powerful...

hope deserves that...

yup :)