i will likely fall asleep early tonight (if work lets me, two calls so far) and do my best to clear my mind cuz there is no point in trying to predict how i will feel tomorrow... hopefully the worst case, a fracture, is not what happened when the ball struck the leg just missing the shin guard... jackson brought me some food, two subs, so i don't have to stand on my feet and cook or prepare food and i can mostly rest until my meeting tomorrow morning, though she was in a hurry so she didn't bring water, ice, and the crutch from the car... i hope not to need the crutch... seriously...
jackson is off on vacation with happiness, dropping happiness off at her parents and then continuing by plane to maine for a few days visiting with friends... then she'll rent a car and load up the stuff she had left up there when she lived there for a short time (you may recall the road trip she and i took through a northeastern blizzard) and then stopping in a few states along the way to see relatives before she comes back next sunday or monday... living alone with a cat for a week will be a new experience... anyway, i'll get my own water and ice and put my own food away, i'm a big boy, after all lol lam... yeah, still laughing, but laughing all alone...
it is a very familiar place, wanting nurturing and being alone... it's where i've been since childhood and i've learned to enjoy the dream of sharing nurturing and even the longing and the loneliness and sighing sadness (alas and all that)... fatigue and pain present additional challenges when there is no time to overcome the fatigue and with a busy serious meeting work day tomorrow sleep is essential tonight so i will not be pushing (or consuming sugars or caffeine) and shall wander off (in my mind) to la la land... the affect (or effect) on the entries uploaded today may be misunderstood, but then, that's the story of this life as i've known it, to be misunderstood...
it is an odd amusement, this life alone... your point of view? (i'd like to know)...
narf :)
Sunday, June 7, 2015
ah, the pathos amuses
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- this was last night
- seriously, relax
- the words flowed
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- stress raises blood pressure
- brilliantly disturbing
- the hardest part?
- waiting
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- sports drama
- saturday mornings are right for sleeping
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dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
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the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
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