Tuesday, December 25, 2012

it could all change in a moment

though the process would likely be more gradual than even before on some levels, finding someone who falls in love with me at the same time i am falling in love with her or... finding someone who is interested in sharing life in a partnership relationship or... even finding someone who is interested in reading and responding to most every word would change a lot... if not everything... i mean, can you imagine someone willing (and daring) to try to hold me accountable?... lol lam :)

why would everything change?.. what is real?... is anything real if it is not shared?... real in one mind, perhaps... sharing changes everything... I do not have to think outside of my head here unless I want to... i don't have to take anything seriously... sometimes i do, but why if nobody pays any attention?... i want to take everything seriously... i want to take someone seriously... i want someone to take me seriously... finding someone who reads this writing i do on the web, especially in my daily life blog (here for now, perhaps elsewhere when you read this), and who actually brings it into the life i share offline would change a lot too, if not everything...

the question above every entry (just below sometimes i wonder below the blog title) has been there all along, and when someone i actually do know in offline life does read and take these words seriously and brings them back to me, sharing the babbling writing me with the daily physical world me, a lot will change... maybe everything...

exciting, aye? :)

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musical distractions

If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?

dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...

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the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)

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