what if i didn't want commitment because i am burnt out on trusting that someone will be there tomorrow because i've experienced the transience of love and life too often... what if i didn't want to promise that i would always be there for you because i am so disillusioned by betrayal that i no longer trust myself to feel the caring necessary to compromise and work to stay together... what if i am just too independent and comfortable being alone to become dependent enough to ache if you are gone... what if i just want to love you as no one has ever loved you before... what if i just want to give you everything i am completely and all i have in this moment without any reservation or inhibition... can we share this moment completely?...
or am i too scarred to every love and trust again?...
how to begin again?...
huh?
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
sleeping afternoon
Posted by
candoor
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
Catch up (and know more)
-
▼
2012
(1553)
-
▼
December
(413)
- happy noodle!
- out to party
- do you ever wonder?
- another secret?
- do you promise not to tell
- real time again
- happy new year
- not my party
- sleep, except
- the most frustrating thing
- hopefully some sleep happened
- is there no more to write?
- so what do you think?
- the real? (part two)
- the real?
- oh joy oh giggle
- how many times
- a month to remember
- it only gets better
- why so serio?
- such a sneaky blogger am i
- lots of emo lately
- so many small buttocks on tv
- excuses abound
- wanna feel a new buzz
- exciting, sort of
- yummy leftovers
- hungry
- the fun life
- why i don't use wordpress
- doggie balance
- meanwhile, on the radio
- yeah, so whatever la la la
- football at home
- multiple parties
- there may be more
- will 2013 be unlucky?
- when all else fails
- sweet delusions
- conditions
- so maybe i ought to sleep now
- spam comments
- and a bit better, perhaps
- google spam
- after dinner
- and some tv football
- snacks, adult drinks, food, dogs, friends
- productivity, aye?
- ah, lunch is good
- uncertain day
- waiting
- lots of laundry, and some nuts
- in case i am still asleep
- the end of the year is approaching
- stay amused
- what's in the sky?
- a serious moment
- laundry ho!
- no secret, really
- alright now
- much better, thanks
- chocolate overload
- ah, yummy pizza and chocolate
- awake and wobbly
- adoring fans, i love you
- lumpy bed
- making whine
- maybe it's diet
- wake, ache, roll, sleep
- dreaming of sleep
- push the sleep
- dang pain in the neck
- those wacky numbers
- seriously, friday already?
- excitement from nothing
- we have so much catching up to do
- slow day, but new faces
- SNL
- afternoon naps
- the challenge (or one of them)
- the next entry
- reading madness
- titles are underrated
- sleepus interruptus
- so there we have it
- yumminess
- so tv and food
- sweet sleep, great music
- sleeping without the dog
- xmas, quick version
- day home, day ay ay home
- back to normal programming
- do you want to get to know me?
- there's always hope
- dreams last for, well, not so long
- new 4am face
- somebody loves it
- do you enjoy craig ferguson?
- am i begging too much?
- relativity of babble
-
▼
December
(413)
musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
No comments:
Post a Comment