a wonderful month

even as 4am approaches, the wonderfulness of the free flowing babbling that has given me release and hope all through this month continues to help me stave off loneliness and despair and all the sadness that feeling alone (and imagining nobody cares) can bring... imagine, we are averaging more than 100 page views a day this month... and the stats, as illusionary as some numbers may be, there is hope in the stats and this month they have provided more hope than ever... more visits from more different countries this month than ever...

just look at the countries you have come from already... Ireland, Indonesia, Thailand, Panama, Israel, Italy, Norway, Vietnam, Korea, Taiwan, Singapore, New Zealand, Mexico, Columbia, Peru, Brazil, Switzerland, Australia, India, Poland, China, Japan, Malaysia, Sweden, Latvia, Ukraine, France, Canada, United Kingdom, Netherlands, Germany, Romania, Russia, (who am i leaving out?) and from all over the US... it's a wonderful world and i wish we could all come together for a night of fun, food, and friends someday...

of course the fact that there were more entries this month than in any previous month and that ought to lead to more page views and more visits, still, the visits give me hope that the words are read and the reading gives me hope that there is some joy to be shared and value in the writing and that gives me hope that sharing will happen...

any day now, aye? :)