the habit of review

as in, i've gotten into the habit of repeating myself... i have rationalized this habit as the desire to find the right words, the precise words that will reach enough human minds to convince enough people to accept the inevitability of the universal oneness of each individual making the futility of the drama of disputes and negative energy and power trips as obvious as they are meaningless so enough people will stop wasting time and energy fighting over trivial matters and devote this brief existence we call life to actually sharing and enjoying it which is the best we can do to be the best we can be, like imagine all the people, living life in peace ya know?... well, all these words are put here with the hope that you know, or will know, someday... in other words, or in another song, for that matter, someday we'll all understand...

perhaps it is simply my desire to share that compels me to continue this constant reaching out announcing my existence here in entry after entry and my nodle rationalization of wanting to, for lack of a better term, save the world is little more than an illusion of self-importance (then i must implore you with every enticement imaginable in hyperbolic urgency to read this entry which, by natrual selection or something like it, implores you to read this entry which begs, in a casually subtle way (which could be was that sarcasm or a form of self-mockery) with perhaps hidden hope that you will read all of the links in that entry and therein, read all the links linked in the entries linked in that entry (is it any wonder i have so few followers in this cult of repetitive redundancy where the obviousness of the subtitle is obscured by babble and rhetorical questions?)... if the laughter is due to at least in part to this sort of self-realization, that explains a lot... of course i will likely, eventually, find a thousand words to explain what you may already understand and if that is no more than a waste of time, well, alas, life goes on or c'est la vie or something like that... but if just one person is amused in any way by my continued endeavors here in words, whatever the reason may be, then it's all worth it...

it is all a matter of perspective, after all...

and narf :)