Monday, May 25, 2015

not enough free time

most than anything, not enough me time... not enough writing time, which is reflective and creative and therapeutic and all sorts of other me time that is essential to my balance and peace and happiness and joy and all sorts of aspects of positivity for me so dangit, i really need to find more time for me, dangit dangit dangit... and to add emphasis, if that will help me get more me time, dammit too!... and there is a new terminator coming too, dag nabit!... yeah, there must be time for irreverence or everything is lost, or all is lost, or something like that... so there is a whole lot of timespace going on at the moment in the last week of this blog and tomorrow is coming up way too soon and there are thoughts and feelings and experiences and memories awaiting processing and recording and there we come to that simple choice once again, sleep or write, write or sleep... sleep allows for better physical health and less fatigue for all that must be done tomorrow and writing allows for much more clarity in focus once a tipping point of release is reached, but much more physical and mental fatigue... the challenge is reaching that tipping point of release that there just does not seem to be enough time to get to (or hasn't been in some time, years, even)...

does all this mean anything to anyone outside of my head?...

alas...

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musical distractions

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dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...

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the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)

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