Tuesday, June 30, 2009

someday

yeah, someday you will find me here, or somewhere, rambling on in words as i've always done... you may remember the letters i'd write and maybe you still have some (i'd love to see them)... the writing is and always has been my solitude, my meditation, my therapy, my confident, my friend... and you were and are welcome to be part, to read, to respond... i don't know if i will ever stop as long as i can type or hold a pen, though the few times i fell in love and lived with someone who shared that love i did slow to a few words every now and then...

someday you will find me here and read all these words, the laughter and the whining and the silliness and the drama and the fantasies and the attempts to relate the real, thereal, the details of the life as i live it in the physical world offline... i do it for you, because i believe you still care... even though some friction, some hard times, some challenges came between us... even though i made foolish mistakes that hurt... we cared, we loved, and i believe that never ends... family forgives everything... love conquers all... and in my heart, i believe in your heart...

so someday, when you find me here, or somewhere, welcome back my friend... i've missed you and i hope you let me know you found me... i hope we stay in touch this time... i hope we visit and catch up and share some new memories... cuz i've missed you and i love you...

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dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...

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the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)

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