yes, the excitement of actually having the next six days off bubbled up all afternoon (for the past three hours or so) and i put the surface kapash on my office so that it actually looks somewhat organized with a clear desk and file slots and shelves in order and all that appearance stuff that is so very important... those with clear desks and nearly empty offices who have no idea what they are doing are praised while those who actually process the paperwork, crunch the numbers, and make sense of it all so the kids can actually receive the best care possible are scorned and harrassed (the ignorant always do that to the people who know though, human nature and all)...
of course there is the philosphy that flying by the seat of your pants into the human mind, the art of psychology and psychiatry (and medicine, for that matter) is the true calling and way of the medicine man (or woman) and all the science and mathematical proofs in the universe are worthless busy-work that doesn't really help anybody but the bean counters, bureaucrats, bankers, and politicians (moneylenders and merchants?)... superstitions are so much easier to base a philosphy and power based upon, after all... while i represent the opposition in my current position (ironically, since my philosophy is primarily based in the arts and and formal credentials are more heavily based there as well, aye, but people seldom look beyond the uniform, the surface, and their own fears and i certainly represent human fears in many ways, but that's a whole life story of so many other colors and this is the daily dribble, after all)...
but now, in the moment, i am home, excited about time off, and oh, the adventure begins :)
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
and the excitement continues (hee-haw)
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- yummy soup
- omigosh, excitement
- wow, people are out there
- back to music
- don'tcha just love it?
- sucked into the net
- thought i did this
- someday
- about forty
- cuz he rambles
- popcorn and sprite
- amercian idol rewind
- up to 75
- oh so cool so far
- hungry now
- dagnabit
- first wmp playlist (very unfinished)
- music mixing
- this barren existence
- and so it goes
- approaching the now
- and the tv amuses me
- alright, catching up again, again
- good sleep
- slipping in the slide zone?
- softball tomorrow
- serious saturday
- the secret lies of sleep
- and the intensity
- gotta sleep sometimes
- seriously?
- come saturday morning
- where was i?
- more to do
- but it's too exciting to be sad for long
- delving the depths
- yeah, the catching up
- musical memories
- catch up laters
- did i sleep?
- stunningly blurry
- re-arranging
- softball again
- heading out for softball
- home, excited
- still flying
- poised at the gates
- coasting late
- turn it up
- omigosh, is it excitement?
- starting to organize
- and the excitement continues (hee-haw)
- tripping work
- trips and work
- focusing energy
- yeah, morning
- yes it is
- house is mental
- so close, and yet
- going home early
- crazy busy morning
- what am i doing here?
- fool in a head
- aww shucks
- alright then...
- challenging timing
- getting better all the time
- almost the same old
- morning monday
- to bed, to nap
- fatigue pains
- phew, the heat was brutal
- text alarms and sunday fun
- from chair to bed
- so yeah, right?
- vegging (tv, music, chess, and whatever)
- yeah, bloggin'
- back to work
- right, ok
- gotta go to work
- why the phone?
- sun rising
- awake asleep
- lost in the middle of the night
- eyes blur, mind smiles
- home early is good
- what's that?... dys what?...
- another day, same dysfunction
- not so ideal hours
- must sleep some
- musical rush
- rainout again
- re-training again
- continue trying
- maybe morning
- what madness is this
- loving the music
- patterns
- homeward bound
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dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
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the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
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