about forty

that's how many tabs are currently open in four browser windows... and somewhere in the mix is potential contact information for two of the best (and worst, cuz not being connected to the best is sad) memories of this life and i am sending emails where i found emails and am pondering sending a snail mail or calling the phone numbers i found (though none are verified as current, alas, so who knows who i might connect to)... yes, a couple of blasts from the past might pop up in my email or phone any day now... maybe...

that took up about eight or nine of the tabs... the rest are all sorts, a bunch of myspace, in fact, which is where i found one of the people, though she hasn't been there since august of last year and looks like she just set up the account and never went back... alas, there's always hope :)

and this is just the fifth night off... can you imagine the trouble i could get into if i had a few weeks off, or longer? :)

hope you're having fun too :)