catch up laters

the past day (or is it two?... three?... are we counting?... who would we be, actually?... are you out there?... am i in here?... are we an entity, actually?... actually, i'm not sure where or when i left off and i am almost positive it matters little in the relative scope of the universe or these personal blogs, even, cuz the flow is as impersonal and general and universal as it is intimate and specific and personal and so, hi everybody...

you can name the cartoon later, i mean, when you get here, if you exist... i have been sorting through boxes of stuff stashed under things and in corners for the past decade or so and shit me a new asshole (yes, a shockingly unamerican colloquialism just had to be used, or created, even, for this moment cuz it is so epic or monumental or something), if i have not been buried for a decade or what...

of course we knew this, but the visual is worth a thousand blogs... and then some... and so a few minutes ago, ironically as the pizza was cooling, while flipping through stacks of hundreds of cards and paper and plastic, i find three photos, school photos of three kids from alton, nh... and there they are all dressed up in their northern american working-man's finery with forced smiles and i ask myself, what?...

i'll let you know what i ask myself just as soon as i find the words, maybe, if i remember to come back to this thought... knives, nay, razors slice through the delicate underbelly of memories and healed scars with the precision of a drunk butcher the day after thanksgiving... or maybe xmas, for surely a crucifixion could be associated with the experience, whatever that means...

meanwhile, aside from this sudden bit of babbling wtf?!, all is well, peachy keen, in fact... i am off for six days in a row and this is only day two and i am cleaning, deep cleaning, and preparing for another move, which is seriously excellent news... 80% or so of the cds are now in a database which is also extremely excellent news (roots people know this well)... and music has usurped the tv foir most of the last two days, though night time tv (ah, what have we learned on the show tonight?) occupied some scattered brain cells as i deep cleaned long into the morning hours... i am disposing of the trash once again... most excellent...

i hope your days and nights are most excellent too :)