as much as i enjoy, yes enjoy (shhh, i actually love it) playing the martyr because it allows me to feel superior cuz it leads to the logical conclusion that i love more intensely, more loyally, more deeply, and more truly than anyone in spite of the horrible pain and negative aspects of the experience (not to mention it being one of the most profound actualizations of loneliness), but really now, life in the moment, the sharing of the wonders and loves and passions, that is the magic that makes life way too exciting to be sad for long...
if dying for you would make it better for you, i would... but in thereal, it wouldn't, and it didn't, and we'll all enjoy life a whole lot more when get over the fear and leave that delusion behind... believe in this and you are free...
someday we'll all understand :)
Saturday, June 27, 2009
but it's too exciting to be sad for long
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- yummy soup
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- wow, people are out there
- back to music
- don'tcha just love it?
- sucked into the net
- thought i did this
- someday
- about forty
- cuz he rambles
- popcorn and sprite
- amercian idol rewind
- up to 75
- oh so cool so far
- hungry now
- dagnabit
- first wmp playlist (very unfinished)
- music mixing
- this barren existence
- and so it goes
- approaching the now
- and the tv amuses me
- alright, catching up again, again
- good sleep
- slipping in the slide zone?
- softball tomorrow
- serious saturday
- the secret lies of sleep
- and the intensity
- gotta sleep sometimes
- seriously?
- come saturday morning
- where was i?
- more to do
- but it's too exciting to be sad for long
- delving the depths
- yeah, the catching up
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- catch up laters
- did i sleep?
- stunningly blurry
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- softball again
- heading out for softball
- home, excited
- still flying
- poised at the gates
- coasting late
- turn it up
- omigosh, is it excitement?
- starting to organize
- and the excitement continues (hee-haw)
- tripping work
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- focusing energy
- yeah, morning
- yes it is
- house is mental
- so close, and yet
- going home early
- crazy busy morning
- what am i doing here?
- fool in a head
- aww shucks
- alright then...
- challenging timing
- getting better all the time
- almost the same old
- morning monday
- to bed, to nap
- fatigue pains
- phew, the heat was brutal
- text alarms and sunday fun
- from chair to bed
- so yeah, right?
- vegging (tv, music, chess, and whatever)
- yeah, bloggin'
- back to work
- right, ok
- gotta go to work
- why the phone?
- sun rising
- awake asleep
- lost in the middle of the night
- eyes blur, mind smiles
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- what's that?... dys what?...
- another day, same dysfunction
- not so ideal hours
- must sleep some
- musical rush
- rainout again
- re-training again
- continue trying
- maybe morning
- what madness is this
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dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
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