cuz the excitement continues

to build, even... and while sleep was and is so very sweet and the body fatigue continues to long for the horizontal position (not to mention the libido, but that's not a sleep think, even if it is a dream thing) and the bloat continues to be, well, bloat, the excitement woke me this morning (or was it the caffeine and bladder?) and here we are, rambling on as if the party never ends (who says it does, aye?)... even as a sudden silence is distracting (worrisome?... well, i guess it should not be and i should get used to it, but it does come as a surprise due to the suddenness)...

and then there are the distractions we (or i, at least) create that inspire the illusion of sharing and caring in the (e)thereal when the physical flesh and blood people are not around, or temporarily disconnected as bob would say... better than nothing, after all (actually, it is more real than the real, much of the time, for those who know)... and so it goes... roll on coaster, roll on...

the excitement (you remember excitement, don't you?) comes from within, in case you did not know at this moment (every moment), and the joke is some of the most meaningful communications may remain in songs you never heard (even as we laugh at the irony of the journey that brings us to wherever we are)... and we are, like it or not, even when we don't know it (or forget we do... or pretend)...

it is all in the presentation, ya know? :)

which is virtually momentary, actually...

narf :)