cuz someday someone will want to know

everything, that is... that is what true love in the falling in love is all about, after all... i know, i've been there a couple of times... maybe a few... and the feeling never ends, even when the two people go separate ways in this life... it is a pity the first did not last as the intensity would have changed the world and the intensity diminishes with each return, as the years pass... anyway, that's why i'm here again typing a few words to sum up my day, because someday someone will want to know...

i stopped for taco bell and long john silver on the way home... yeah, i know, indulging was supposed to end this month... loneliness leads to self-indulgence... la la la... so anyway, i stayed at the field watching four of my teammates play two more games, hoping i might be asked to help the team needing extra players as well, but nope, they didn't ask and nobody wanted a break... sucks to be unwanted... i'd have done a better job than one of them, at least... feeling unwanted leads to self-indulgence... so the junk food was yummy and now i share the day, kind of in reverse...

we lost the first game, a few errors gave the other team enough runs and nobody was hitting... i got on base each time i was up except once, but softball is a team sport... i walked the first batter, but settled down after that... trouble is, they scored four runs in that first inning and i don't think we scored four runs in the game... it also started raining and that didn't help... the team we lost to was the same team that beat us in the playoffs last season by breaking rules and getting away with it, so double suck... we won the second game big against the team that won last season's championship cuz the hitters started hitting and i found my pitching groove... so we are tied for first cuz it was our first loss... we are 5-1 on the season... one more game next week and the team we are tied with plays the team who won last season's championship... so we pretty much lock up first if last year's champs win next week and we get second if the team we lost to wins, as long as we win, that is... softball is so much more fun when shared before and after games by someone as into it as i am and someone as into statistics as i am would be a dream come true... but it's still much fun even alone... and now it is time to relax with my imaginary tv friends on ncis and some football and whatever else is on while i get a little more laundry done...

and how was your day? :)