switching to music

daring the slippery slope (of the landslide, ya know) of the music (of the night) and testing the new meg and dia playlist i put together and so far it is doing well in reminding me of the fantasy i long for and the reality i lost and the good news is that there is powerful creative crossover while still clarify in the distinction between what was and what is and what i want to be... click below to start the music and listen along...

so jackson leaving can rekindle all the past departures of friends and lovers and soulmates because she was that special kind of friend who connected deeply enough to wake the emo kids without needing to be a romantic partner... sometimes it is tougher to lose a friend like that than it is to break up with someone, but then, she isn't lost at all, she's just far away and like bob said, temporarily disconnected... and the loneliness left here can potentially rekindle the desire for love as in to be in love again... and if you were listening to meg and dia, you'd get it...

meanwhile, who's gonna remind me to sleep on weekends now?... or to get to softball games on time, for that matter... so yeah, instead of nodding off earlier i ate some more, an egg salad sandwich... then i went out to get a milk shake... once again the local corner store machines were broken and i found myself at walmart so i bought some other junk and also some milk...