and spoke with jackson, though it figures i was half asleep and too tired to be as alert as i'd like to be and so the whiney loneliness probably seeped out (but then, who else is gonna hear that in the real world if one of my all-time favorite roommies?... i seem to have an affinity for teachers and therapists since almost all of my roommates {and relationships} have been one or the other... too bad none of them could teach me anything or straighten me out, aye?... they were all beautiful and wise, that's for sure... i mean, they're gone, after all... nyuk nyuk narf)...
it was very good to hear her voice... living with her seems to have awakened my love of sharing more trust and intimacy in the physical space... but i'm ok without a pet, that's for sure... i want the responsibility of a person, a roommate, a friend, a partner, a human... first...
narf :)
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
woke again
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- this will be here
- miss me much?
- ka-boom
- woah, wow, what?
- missing out
- too serious for this world
- soooooo tired
- leftovers (must be again, at least)
- lonely after softball
- lazy weekend
- still, yeah, awake too
- silence can be so loud
- sudden 5K
- let myself sleep
- sleep (he asks)... what sleep?...
- back and forth
- white castle krystals
- another dog night
- losing interest
- woke again
- slippery sleep
- awake again
- and another (long day)
- could be fun
- another long day
- walking slowly, waking, that is
- cuz someday someone will want to know
- relaxing awake
- all the fun of the money
- you want me, wake me
- cuz the excitement continues
- and when nobody arrived, then what?
- await your arrival
- quick night
- nap and wake
- don't look now (around, that is)
- skipping showers
- ok then
- boom goes the sky
- too much energy to sleep
- such a good moment for sleep
- wake up, dangit!
- still awake?
- this kind of fool
- was almost asleep
- busy day, delicious night
- night madness
- why oh why
- remembering a bit
- interesting (not really) drama
- the world won't let me sleep
- tear it up
- feeling the burn
- still sweet softball
- sweet softball
- naps are good
- moving on
- woke dreaming
- torn between two lovers
- oh so slowly
- changes change fast
- days may blur for a while
- the question above
- sighs and cheers
- the blurry healing
- so much silence
- realizing missed opportunities
- switching to music
- laundry
- and so it goes
- awakish
- caught up, sorta
- inconvenience stores
- inside and out
- not easier, just drifting
- the universe cares or
- some other time
- the sad is heavy
- leaving on a jet plane
- a wonderful day
- morning in maine
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
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