feeling the burn

only slightly, but still feeling it... and practice tonight was fun... we scrimmaged after drills and my hitting continued as i went 7 for 8 with five rbis and two doubles (one stretched to a triple on a error)... i also scored 5 times, twice coming around from first... definitely something in the attitude and confidence (so not everything is a painful challenge since jackson left, ya see... i am missing her and happiness being around all the time, so much it hurts sometimes, but that's life when friends who are adopted family move away and she's happy so all is well... just need to find someone to fill the void... friends tell me to get a puppy, but i know that would not be fair to the puppy cuz i am not home consistently enough {and more importantly, do not want to have have to come home every evening or wake at specific times, so no, a puppy would not be a good idea... nor a cat either for similar reasons... wow, this parentheses went off on a more serious tangent from the tease it started out as, aye?)...

anyway, the muscles feel good and i would love a person-partner sharing activities and more or several people partners at that... but a best friend is tough to come by and i really don't see anyone i know fitting the bill at the moment, so i shall sigh and enjoy myself and the alone time (cuz i still love my alone time) and i'll go out when i want some social time...

are you bored to tears yet? (why are you still here, anyway?... i'm not laughing at you, more laughing at me and this self-indulgent often narcissistic babbling i've been doing nearly this whole life time wishing someone would move in and share it all with me and loving everyone else who cares to stop in and check up on me, but it is sometimes an oddly unbelievable feeling that anyone would care enough to actually read all this... what?... nobody does?... oh... nevermind) :P :)

heading out to play cards now... hope you are making your life fun too :)