Friday, July 3, 2015

the excitement and disappointment

when i come across a blog that has been around for years, i almost simultaneous get excited and disappointed... the excitement is finding a record of a life, or at least a vast library of someone's mind, a way to get to know someone... and a moment later i am disappointed because i know i rarely have time to read hundreds of entries and do not have time to read thousands of entries (no less all the links that add some meaning (sometimes vitally profound and sometimes irreverently amusing and sometimes even annoyingly distracting, just like people) to the entries... so i wonder if others, you reading right now even (assuming you are a lover of words), feel a similar polarity of high and low emotions when first stumbling into this blog (no less my written gardens no less my larger web world {which is a fraction of the writing i've done in this life and all after and therefore influenced by the heartbreaks and abuses, alas} and the millions of links to other places, ideas, and emotions on the web) only to find there are thousands of entries (almost 6,500 at the moment) in this blog alone...

besides saving myself for the one as in the one, i am working a 24/7 gig covering for my three manager vacancies (at least for another month) and doing more because i've been consolidating management because i don't believe in top heavy management and several times a week i am playing softball which takes a couple or few hours each time and there's jackson and happiness and curious at home and then, of course, there is this addiction to writing and babbling and expanding the ever-expanding web world and gardens that want every free moment because there are so few free moments, so there is little time for the online exploring and reading i used to do... but if i find the one i will explore everything, even a million pages if she put them up... yes, so that's the excitement and disappointment...

how are you? :)

Catch up (and know more)

musical distractions

If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?

dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...

SEARCH ME

the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)

WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
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