could it be? (blast from the past)

one of the first web pages i ever uploaded that was updated for almost ten years before att deleted it seems to have been resurrected by the way back machine (bless you web archive, whomever you are) which means it is possible that the original main website and the original crossroads (table of contents) and all the pages linked to it (or some, at least) just might be available after years of being lost... you can even come in through the window again (like friends do when we're young) and maybe, just maybe, find the original journal and heartbeats and the original kit pages and the goo (and the thousands of pages once thought lost omg omg omg) back to the '90s (oh, those were challenging times and i was so very young and naive and hopeful and stupid, alas)... and what's this?... there is a 1997 introduction, one of the first on the web for me... tears of joy would fall if i was not so deeply tired...

ok, i really should try to sleep (and you really should check out the previous entry and the links at the end of it too cuz all this joy needs some sort of balance after all and you love me... or maybe you are just a curious soul)...

narf :)