so much work to do at home

mostly because i don't want to do it, especially not by myself, so i procrastinate and ignore the clutter that piles up on other clutter and so on... i don't have enough shelves or drawers or closet space for all my stuff so some of the stuff remains in boxes (like boxes in the packed 20x50 foot storage locker just north of niagara falls and the coincidence of the abbott and costello bit has never been lost on me even if few make the connections), stuff just seems to accumulate because i do not throw out things easily because i do not want to add to the trach humans produce especially when the stuff is still useful to someone who had a used for the stuff and i don't have yard sales or donate to thrift stores because i want to share the stuff before i give it away... so i wait for someone to care to look through the stuff with me and more stuff accumulates... the world needs me and my stuff, after all, and it all must be recorded for posterity by my companion, like dr who, the historian who chronicles the journey through this life of the one known as me... yes, posterity will know and then, so will everyone... like all the iconic legends throughout history, i may be long gone when it happens, but someday everyone will be in precious grateful awe that i saved all the little things (and not just the collectors)... ego out...

perhaps this should have been titled message from ego lol (with a touch of self-mockery, naturally, of course)... of course ego just offers up yet another irreverent distraction to keep us from the truth, whatever that is... someday we'll all understand...

narf :)