meanwhile, offline

when i go out into the online world, which is very rare these days, i usually check out what my facebook friends are doing... and you can see too if you have the time to click and read a lot... yes, facebook has it's dark side because it reflects many aspects of the human world and humanity is quite dark, especially in this country, these days... but i lamented about that enough for now, so what else is new?... work and more work... softball and more softball... and some tv in the background... dinner with jackson once a week or so... and that is life these days offline... sure, softball took me to columbus for a week of fun and exercise and yummy dinners and different places (as much as anywhere is different anymore in this country, but no more laments, right?) and i love work so i enjoy the life i live even though i miss variety and social interactions and travel and exploring and learning and writing and reading and other fun... but still, i chose the life i've lived (including giving everything away more than once so i must work long into the life, perhaps all the way to the end) and i choose to do what i do and i love most of it and enjoy the life i live...

so that is offline... boring for you (and maybe for many), but most of my time i am doing something i love to do... giving, sharing, caring, taking care of others, teaching, reaching for and touching hearts... and softball... and eating... my favorite things... all that's missing is the one (and i can laugh as i sigh with a smile in my eye for i enjoy the high of the dream... for the dream never dies)...

lam narf :)