sleepless last night

i finally fell asleep close to 4am (tonight, last night, some night) mostly because i procrastinated all weekend and started taking packing seriously around midnight and then decided it was time to clean the living room and leave it as uncluttered as it's been in months by putting away the stack tables i use daily next to the recliner and while jackson was too sleepy to notice when she woke to drive me to the airport, she definitely will be happy when she gets home tonight and looks around... so here i sit babbling mundanely while sipping a coffee when i could be napping (if i could find a recliner or comfortable wall space... i have a neat soft comfy neck brace for the flight {hopefully i won't snore}, but this place looks like it's gonna get crowded soon) or at least i could be writing some profound epic something or other that would save humanity from extinction, but no, i did not sleep last night so i am babbling on as you see about not sleeping last night... life is like that, or this, sometimes...

the sniffles are not going away but it is tough to distinguish whether that is due to lack of sleep or allergies or a lingering cold... sitting here watching all the netowrks pop up around me (mostly private iphones) i imagine the power hackers have (flashing to mr robot for a moment) and what it would be like to pop into other people's private worlds while sitting at an airport... i may connect to the unsecure airport wi-fi to see if any of this will upload later, but will that make me a potential victim of a hack?... someday i'd like to learn more about computer security, but then, i doubt i'll find time or want to spend the money... so maybe i'll find a friend who wants to teach me someday... what's that guy's name from mr robot? lol... the computer geeks i know don't seem to want to share their secrets as if there is a special hackers code (pun not intended) of silence... so easy to get paranoid in a world full of ignorance and secrets...

and sleeplessness...

narf lol lam :)