waiting on the food

ordering food for delivery has several effects on the affect including excitement of impending sensory stipulation (always hoping for bliss and trying not to focus on past disappointments) and the quest for distraction as time, often an hour or more, must be occupied somehow to make it feel like it passed faster cuz watching a clock slows down the perception of time moving which is why the wise lovers stare into each others eyes for hours that feel like days or weeks or longer so those memories become vast and poor lovers rush through everything and wonder why there are confused snips of memories after it didn't work out, but that's besides the point, whatever the point was... did you ever wonder?... i wish you did...

i wonder how many entries you've read... there are many thousands out there, in case you didn't know... more than 6500 right here in this blog and there are more than a hundred other blogs that have more entries for you ... if you care and want to read ... if you want to know the silliness and seriousness and playfullness and madness and irreverent profundity and ambivalent attention seeking (and oxymorons for those who refuse to stretch their mind beyond the beyond)... ah, the things we do for love... it is all out there somewhere, are you?... tic ... tic ... tic ... tic ... tic ...


narf :)