someday my princess will come

until then i'll just laugh at the futility of my hopefulness lol lam... and glance up at the tv as i ramble on through the night and focus on the words during the commercials than then wanderer aimlessly (or so it seems) through the references in the storylines... everyone sees what they want to see, after all, just as everyone believes what they want to believe... and that is enough for some... did i mention it's not enough for me?... more, more, more, there's always more to know and that's what i'm here for... constant craving for learning more... what is the end of the universe? (and is there really a restaurant there?... what do they serve?... how many different flavors of chocolate?... is there a bill to pay?... what?)... what happens when the body dies? (does the mind go on somehow?... consciousness in ethereal form?... is there a bill to pay?... what?)... the fact is, there is no fact, only belief... believe what you will, that's the fact... and words are the most fun language can have, at least on their own... music makes them even more fun if you know how to use it... soulmates they are, words and music... sigh...

sometimes these entries will be (or are... were, even) such a sudden upload they were missed because the eyes gotta blink, ya know?... well, you know what you wanna know... except for the unknown, somewhere out there... and it can all be amazing fun with or without the one (but it's better with)...

narf :)