as if the silly obscure confusion never ends, this entry was written some time ago and every year around this time I reset the day a year further into the future because it is scheduled for a time when I do not return to this blog anymore (but what if i just stop coming here... will it be a mistake or metaphor?... oh sure, muddy the waters even after i am gone... ok, well, let's get on with it then)... call me ashes...
i died... sigh (oh wait, no more sighs... the body breathes no more... jokes after death, how like me)... simply, in the style of the pythons monty, the flesh is deceased... the body moves no more... kicked the bucket... ceased to be among the living... non-existent in human form... passed on... away... poofed... [insert your most comforting euphemism]... apparently not alive... dead...
whatever dead is...
i did not know how else to break the news... i mean, since the fingers are not moving anymore... i had to find a way to let you know i will no longer be here without being here... or there, for that matter... or anywhere i might have gone from there after i sort of left here (even though i never left anywhere while i had a choice and if there is a way to write and blog after death, i'll not rest until i find it because, after all, never give up, never surrender, remember?... because i am not... here, that is... i wonder who as my number now... call it, 407-325-1482 and let me know... oh wait, i forgot (for the fun of it... or maybe i just wanted you to prank call someone for me... one last amusement we could almost share), well, i wonder anyway... old times... good times... i miss it... and you... even the mind-numbing social media times...
google/blogger/blogspot (thanks) provided a way... see, this was a scheduled post and if i do not reschedule this post, it will automatically be uploaded... unless the auto post feature didn't work, in which case, nevermind... i've already rescheduled it a couple of times over the years... i wouldn't mind rescheduling it another hundred years, but for all the magical mystery in this world, i am substantially not immortal... we ought to be prepared for the inevitable, right?... so just in case i forgot to reschedule this post before it was automatically uploaded and am still breathing (ooops), i will write something better tomorrow, or as soon as i notice (in case i abandoned blogging for some reason or left the online blogging habit completely, which is not likely but anything is possible), i mean, if i did not actually die... with profuse apologies for the premature report, of course... but if i did die...
i just wanted to say i love you one more time...
i love you one more time...
i hope i am with douglas adams
robin williams and
so long, and thank you for the love :)
i died... sigh (oh wait, no more sighs... the body breathes no more... jokes after death, how like me)... simply, in the style of the pythons monty, the flesh is deceased... the body moves no more... kicked the bucket... ceased to be among the living... non-existent in human form... passed on... away... poofed... [insert your most comforting euphemism]... apparently not alive... dead...
whatever dead is...
i did not know how else to break the news... i mean, since the fingers are not moving anymore... i had to find a way to let you know i will no longer be here without being here... or there, for that matter... or anywhere i might have gone from there after i sort of left here (even though i never left anywhere while i had a choice and if there is a way to write and blog after death, i'll not rest until i find it because, after all, never give up, never surrender, remember?... because i am not... here, that is... i wonder who as my number now... call it, 407-325-1482 and let me know... oh wait, i forgot (for the fun of it... or maybe i just wanted you to prank call someone for me... one last amusement we could almost share), well, i wonder anyway... old times... good times... i miss it... and you... even the mind-numbing social media times...
google/blogger/blogspot (thanks) provided a way... see, this was a scheduled post and if i do not reschedule this post, it will automatically be uploaded... unless the auto post feature didn't work, in which case, nevermind... i've already rescheduled it a couple of times over the years... i wouldn't mind rescheduling it another hundred years, but for all the magical mystery in this world, i am substantially not immortal... we ought to be prepared for the inevitable, right?... so just in case i forgot to reschedule this post before it was automatically uploaded and am still breathing (ooops), i will write something better tomorrow, or as soon as i notice (in case i abandoned blogging for some reason or left the online blogging habit completely, which is not likely but anything is possible), i mean, if i did not actually die... with profuse apologies for the premature report, of course... but if i did die...
i just wanted to say i love you one more time...
i love you one more time...
robin williams and
so long, and thank you for the love :)
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