Sunday, December 1, 2019

Still Wide Awake

On the first of may (what can I say?... strangers, friends, it never ends). Did you notice I was gone? Did you find me somewhere else? Do you even know my name? Has this all just been a game? How long have you been on this journey? Time is relative, in case you frgot or didn't get the internal memo, or emo, for that matter. Are we doing this alone? Don't you know that you don't need to always be on your own? What?

Something change? Did you notice a story keeps growing on the right?

and in the end
the love you save
is equal to
the love you gave

...or something like that What? You want a theme song? Here's a theme song.


The real theme song. You want real? Really? You may have missed it (if it ever began).


If you came from TheReal(TM) you went (e)thereal (you're looking at it) but the babbler struck again after a while, so now... if you still want to know me and this life there is another place to go (see below) where I tear myself apart to censor myself respect others fears while still doing my best to live my dream of finding the one and sharing everything completely openly and honestly... still here too. Still exposed.

I am here now in this new blog (and more, so much more), in case it matters. Narf.

No need to cry. I mean, just cuz of all the lonesome, ya know? If you remember. Narf.

You know narf is also a sigh, right?

Narf :)

PS... Hey blog family - you still matter to me :)

PPS... I am still awake :)


Anonymous said...

Write more, thats all I have to say. Literally, it seems as though
you relied on the video to make your point. You
clearly know what youre talking about, why throw away
your intelligence on just posting videos to your site when you could be giving us something enlightening to read?

candoor said...

Well... where have you been? I don't write in this blog anymore, except for the rare random post reflecting back from the future. maybe you mean the video(s) linked n the words, but was there even a video in this post? (asking that leads me to wonder if you are spamming or trolling... no offence meant, but maybe I should just ask for clarity - what do you mean? :)

I do have a few blogs (more than a hundred, actually), and a few focus on videos or images or something other than my words, but I'd estimate about 90% of my time in my blogs is spent writing words. I welcome you to read, respond, introduce yourself, and share more.

I hope you find more smiles than frowns here and everywhere you go in your life :)

Catch up (and know more)

musical distractions

If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?

dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...


the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)

WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ...