fell asleep, sweetly, slept deep for the living room recliner, woke after four or so hours, maybe more, and almost laid down for the rest of the night when the phone distracted me... i checked it and it said emergency calls only... not sure why... maybe a new setting gets set automatically somehow since the new software upgrade last week... the text i thought i sent to jackson this afternoon never went through... i thought maybe it was a memory thing as there were thousands of text messages in the phone, thousands for in her folder alone... so i called att on the other phone and they were closed... sucks, a phone company not having 24 hour service in emergencies... oh really?... and then i went on their website and they didn't have my phone listed accurately... something changed between the connection with att and the htc phone... so i entered my phone in my account and then asked to chat with a tech person... absolutely no help at all and the text person told me to go to an att store... incompetence, not a good night for att at all... att sucks...
so i will maybe need to get the phone to the store... maybe i'll call htc tomorroe... anyway, i slept through monday night sci-fi so i considered watching it, but instead, it played in the background while i spent two hours reading and deleted thousands of text messages, most of them from and to jackson... if you know me, you know i am awake now... yeah, so i sat here i deleted the messages, one by one, for the past two hours... there are about 800 messages to go, but i am too blurry to read any more... saying goodbye, letting go, it never was an easy thing for me... there is still food in the fridge that needs to be tossed in the trash... did i mention it was one month ago tonight we set off to drive up to maine?... people don't really want to be as close as we can be... and i am way too emo for this world...
that is why i stay alone so much and nobody stays too close...
don't be sad, i am happy as i am :)
and someday my princess...
well, you know :)
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
too serious for this world
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- this will be here
- miss me much?
- ka-boom
- woah, wow, what?
- missing out
- too serious for this world
- soooooo tired
- leftovers (must be again, at least)
- lonely after softball
- lazy weekend
- still, yeah, awake too
- silence can be so loud
- sudden 5K
- let myself sleep
- sleep (he asks)... what sleep?...
- back and forth
- white castle krystals
- another dog night
- losing interest
- woke again
- slippery sleep
- awake again
- and another (long day)
- could be fun
- another long day
- walking slowly, waking, that is
- cuz someday someone will want to know
- relaxing awake
- all the fun of the money
- you want me, wake me
- cuz the excitement continues
- and when nobody arrived, then what?
- await your arrival
- quick night
- nap and wake
- don't look now (around, that is)
- skipping showers
- ok then
- boom goes the sky
- too much energy to sleep
- such a good moment for sleep
- wake up, dangit!
- still awake?
- this kind of fool
- was almost asleep
- busy day, delicious night
- night madness
- why oh why
- remembering a bit
- interesting (not really) drama
- the world won't let me sleep
- tear it up
- feeling the burn
- still sweet softball
- sweet softball
- naps are good
- moving on
- woke dreaming
- torn between two lovers
- oh so slowly
- changes change fast
- days may blur for a while
- the question above
- sighs and cheers
- the blurry healing
- so much silence
- realizing missed opportunities
- switching to music
- laundry
- and so it goes
- awakish
- caught up, sorta
- inconvenience stores
- inside and out
- not easier, just drifting
- the universe cares or
- some other time
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
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