sleep is absent

i can so easily nod off after work and then i eat and play softball and i am up for a while, a while sometimes being all night and as the sun rises i am so ready to close my eyes and fall away into sweet sleep but work is a fickle mistress and it happens way too often so tonight, as happens a lot in recent weeks since i dropped some weight, there will be little or no sleep as the plan is to head out to work before 6am and actually focus on reviewing and completing written follow-up and closure on many dozens of incident reports and then talking the hundred page emergency management plan all before 8am which is impossible so i must be delusional and we can hum a few bars and fake it the way the rest of the so-called successful and/or powerful people do cuz it's almost all a matter of the confidence exuded and perspective as really nobody wants to see below the surface until it's time to tear the hero down or chop off the king's head... can you feel me?... well, maybe the previous entry with the edgy link or few (what's porn?... corn pone, porn cone, what the hell's the difference when you're genitals are asleep?... hungry?) and the possible confessions (look into my eyes to know the truth, that is, if you can handle the truth) found in some of the other links will help... one, two, three, four, well she was just seventeen la, la, la...

see me... feel me... touch me... heal me... listening?...

narf :)