what's it to ya?

and as silly (or carelessly flippant) as the title may be said sometimes, i really really really want to know (how can i be sure where i stand with you?) what's it to you... what do these words mean to you?... what worth, if any, do you find here in this blog?... do you return often?... would you if you could, if you had the time, if you opened your eyes more?... do you think i should keep writing?... whatever your answer, why?... do you think i am alright or do you have concerns about my sanity?... is it all just dumb?... are you afraid of the ups and downs or just bored or uninterested?... am i undermining myself now?... a full suite of sensors and a ubiquitous monitoring system is for safety, right?... if i could matter, mean something, even bring a bit of pleasure into your world, life would be almost complete... still, all i ever needed was the one and therein we find the final piece of the puzzle of a magically delicious wonderful life (even if that old bell ringing story clarence told was all in the mind)...

more shall follow, but i'm gonna sleep for an hour now...

good morning, good morning, yeah...

narf :)