yumminess

yes, the lasagna (with extra cheeses) and the meatballs (in spite of the fennel) was delicious... the yummy buttered onion roll helped... and water, again, yay water, no extra sugar calories in the drink, yay will power... i drank some grapefruit juice earlier, but that's the only calories from drink today and that's a big yay change of habit... well, not that the habit or love of code red has changed, i had some xmas eve after all, but yay for today anyway... yay for today (all together now) yay for today :)

ah, so the minutia of daily details are back (how long can you stand it?) and while that does not mean all the wah wah poor me lonely boy introspections are gone (see?), it's a sign that, well, it's a sign of something... the fact that i am not creating a rational explanation of just what that sign might be is a sign too...

oh?

it just may be time to update entries now (perhaps i'll update what i mean by that later now... see, i sometimes write an entry in a hurry or scribble words on a napkin or wherever and then i upload whatever is there at first, especially when i am catching up on a day or few... then i come back a bit later {like this} and fill in the thoughts and tangents and deep profound insight that was missing before :)

are we having fun again? :)