Monday, December 31, 2012

lots of emo lately

maybe not just lately, huh?... i mean, do i whine a lot more than i used to?... play out the drama cards more often too?... does it seem desperate around here more than it used to?... i wonder... was candora (sleepwriting) more or less positive, hopeful, sad?... a very few people have read both and could compare the feeling there with the feeling here... or candoor (behind the candoor)... or candor (which started in 2001 but then slept for 2 years), where was my head back then and what did it seem like to you?... i did actually make an attempt to keep the sadness and ptsd stuff in mostly dead, but i wonder, did it spill out in other places?... did i seem happy or sad in reatime(tm)?... maybe i have been a devastated ptsd sufferer in denial (and other rivers) since the mid-nineties and have just been fooling myself with the self-mockery and irreverence?... so who would know?... a very few, a very precious and few...

so how's life in canada?...

narf :}

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musical distractions

If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?

dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...

SEARCH ME

the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)

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