back to normal programming

well, now that the momentary fantasies and all that getting to know you and wanna share more search for the perfect soulmate stuff of the past few days is out of the way (cuz i am obviously going to find her watching british, canadian, and us science fiction programming or letting libido drool over other girls who are so perfect (and airbrushed) that none us measure up in the superficial libido mind or right here babbling this way, right?... such fanciful holiday season influences, no doubt lol lam), we can return us to our normal programming... whatever normal might be... after all, if one out of ten of these entries are palatable for mass consumption, then i have a few hundred entries after editing that might present a blog worth reading and my millions of adoring fans await... meanwhile, back in reality (whatever that is), my few dear friends reading along as i ride this life and express it in this momentary literary roller coaster are what matter and hey you dear people so many miles away, thank you...

thank you more than any words will ever say...

i slept a four hour rem cycle, but would like another one... on the other hand, i still have some stocking shopping to do cuz jackson's stocking is not adequately stuffed, but rather than run out right now, we are going to extend gift giving all week so she gets some now and some later this week... we buy each other stuff all the time anyway... her main physical gift is under the tree (a disney-maine night shirt) and covering happiness's prescription diet food and moving costs {insane, gonna be over $2000} tap out the till for the month) and she understands... feel like scrooge counting $ but gotta be realistic too until i find another income, aye?... wait a minute, there was gonna be no look for a job talk until the new year, so never mind that last reference... it's still a holiday and jackson will be home any minute now or in a few hours to celebrate... time to put on my red tie-died hippie shirt (what santa costume?) and ho ho ho...

wish you were here :)