we have so much catching up to do

i mean, two of you have read almost every entry this month (yeah, some entries only had one page view), but for the last few days the other five or six of you who have been visiting regularly this month have not been around and we miss you (me and my imaginary entourage) so i hope you return soon... and someday (time for a holiday wish) i hope to know which entries are your favorite entries so i might know which entries actually were worth reading more than other entries (why can be the next wish)...

i also want strutz and some belly wrap i saw on tv... and a real doll that looks like, ummmm, actually, several real dolls that look like libbo's top five, or ten visual people attractions... even more, i'd like introductions to those ten people, but i suppose the struts would be more realistic :)

actually, i don't know if i would use any of those things... except the introductions to actual people... what i want is motivation to exercise more and a partner to spend the end of days with... not the world's end of days, my end of days... i've got to die sooner or later, so i hope to share the challenges that can come with the end of days... but humans are so afraid of the end of days, i don't even use the word (death) cuz, well, fear keeps people away and few would even want to read this paragraph and will seek to click to be somewhere else...

catching up yet? :)