Saturday, January 4, 2014

blink and the week is gone

this may be a theme this week and past weeks and possibly future weeks and time passes without record, without notice, without me... and i don't sleep enough to find myself time for myself, so the time passes repeating the missing me, repeating the lost time, repeating the wish for more time to share, the regret of loneliness rises once again... and still, i love the professional life where i feel rewarded and appreciated and needed... less alone at times, more alone other times, but at least there i find a lot of sharing, even if it is with me as boss... somebody's gotta do it... but the intimacy and equality and closeness missing at home in life in general is rising once again... over and over the cycle repeats, until we fall in love again... can music be far behind (if i only had the time)...

so much wanting, so little sharing... shhhh, sleep, or something like that...

narf...

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musical distractions

If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?

dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...

SEARCH ME

the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)

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