still awake, and thirsty

played the baseball game on the xbox that i bought for jackson to play to keep her from getting too bored while she sits home and rests her healing foot... i bought five games... in fact, i've spent several hundred dollars, at least, just this past week... somehow the holiday gift giving got extended cuz i didn't do much gift giving during the holidays... she got a really nice comforter set... several dinners... another xbox controller... the games... and lots of other stuff suddenly emptying my wallet and filling the sapce in our home... yeah, the xbox stuff we share, but it's still lots of spending... and then some... i love giving... so i love buying things to give... so i guess i love spending money when it's for gifts... but also, just the idea of trading paper for much more fun stuff, that seems to be somewhat appealing to me on some fundamentally simple level... the child in me still laughs at the adult world and longs for the simple life of living in a park...

yes, also thirsty... drank juice... pineapple orange banana... want more... so much sugar is certainly not good for the body and yet, i am somewhat quite addicted at times... and these days are one of those times... my lab work will upset my doctor, if i had one... if i had one who actually cared, that is... but enough bashing the medical industrial complex, let's get something to drink, why don't we... apple juice is yummy...

wish you were here :)