nobody knows (in B♭)

that's B-flat, in case your computer does not support the character or you don't remember the character from any music class you might have taken or if you never learned any music at all and that is what i'm talking about (and you don't even have to be willis or get the reference that is just another example of what i'm talking about, yeah yeah yeah, please?) so troubles, yes, troubles, and it ain't even rivers city or haven, for that matter, and the fact is i seem to be failing a lot in the working world in the latter portion of this life and this last fail really puts me behind the 8-ball in terms of being able to stop working or retiring without living way below the poverty level (like in a car) anytime in this life and that is quite the trouble, depressing end to a mostly wonderful happy luxurious life but i keep giving it all away so much that i've set myself up to have nothing left as the end-time slowly (we hope slowly) approaches and i wonder if there will come a time when i simply say enough, time to move on, i've done all i can here and i am tired enough to be ready for whatever comes next, if anything and not consider it giving up but just considering it the next step...

hell, tv isn't helping at all and i'm so down i turned on the news...

narf!...