caring is a verb

is anybody listening?... does anybody understand?... does anybody know how much i want to give with my own hand?... will anybody care for me the way i care for you?... can anybody actualize a love that's true?... ah, the dreamer dreams and i know some are wanting to, some are meaning well, the message does get through.... but the energy level i live on is a lonely place to be because in all honesty nobody keeps up with me and i don't want to slow down or come down or bring anyone down to the depths i feel inside or the heights where my heart flies... still i want to share so much, it's so much more than anybody's ever shared... i will pause here... wondering... have i made anything clear?... i will pause tonight... wondering... if you think i'm wrong or right... i will pause now... wondering... does anyone know how... to really reach me in a way i will allow... i will pause to reflect, not to bow... i will pause today to see what you say... anybody?...

sometimes i wonder if only cats and lovers (and some wise dogs) understand... the title says it well if you do... this entry is an honest open hand... i only asked for what i give... how i live... links in the last few entries may help you see... who i am and what i want for me... and how i care and want to share and the way to my reality...

to be continued?...

narf :)