Friday, November 27, 2015


that is the number of page views at the moment, up 6 page views in the past hour... some time tonight the psuedo magical fixation with whole numbers will be achieved and when nothing happens of any more significance than a fart in a forest that nobody hears or smells, the dying tree and i will laugh... such are the amusements i find in the life i live these days... i spent $50 yesterday, $50 more than i spent in at least a week... wait, there was that $88 shopping trip for food, was that this week or last?... in any case, socializing with people is costly so i am restricting my socialization so tonight i spent time on the internet reading the news on facebook and continuing the commentary intended to save the world and connect with more friends and ultimately, find the one... we all need a purpose in life, after all... except those who don't... and the laugher borne of cynical hope (the stuff of hitchhiker's guide or catch-22 or dr. strangelove which might be more gallows humor than hope for many, but i find hope in the strangest of places and circumstances) reigns supreme as i listen to two new very young voices and find out that the new next door neighbors have young children because they are shouting on the patio five feet away...

sitting home alone saving some money
finding the internet both sad and funny
hoping to find some friends who understand
the power of simply holding hands

hoping to find one friend who understands
who i am

never know just when the serious will pop up, aye?...

and illusions are reality, don'tcha know...

narf :)

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Catch up (and know more)

musical distractions

If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?

dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...


the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)

WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ...