back to winning ways

while life really sucked for a few days over the weekend (as if premonition, or precognition, saturday and sunday were two of the most depressed energy days i've had in quite a while and we lost a softball game we should have won, then monday my first ticket in years with a second just cuz the cop was arrogant and would not accept my car was registered proven by the tag on the plate and the computer he looked me up in, then a win monday night and the hope the downbeat was turning around, then no job as of tuesday, pow, traumatic life changing event number {if i was counting, probably a dozen, at least}, and dragging the rest of the week as the process of resolving trauma takes it's own bittersweet time), but at least we pulled out wins monday, wednesday, and friday and while we head into the softball weekend with a 7-2 record thanks to last sunday's give-away, we still control our own destiny and will finish first if we keep winning... since softball is now the most consistent activity i will experience in this life until i find another job or the one shows up, i'll use the positive distraction it can be as i reach for reality for this blog...

something tells me we are in for a whole lot of random distractions for a while...

narf...