chess

long into the night, especially when i lay down and sleep does not come, the solitair mode of chess titans passes the time and gives me a sense of intelligence and winning the bruised and battered ego so desperately needs some nights... and an hour later i return after beating the game five straight times at level three... yes, i drop to easier levels when i feel like winning, that's the way life is, choose your battles wisely and set your goals within reach whenever possible... just thinking about it inspired me to want to play and just writing about playing almost has me pausing again to play more... it is a wonderful life when such freedoms and toys are available... even alone... even without income... even odd...

i doubt i'd want to play chess anymore with a human as my patience would be too thin... spoiled by the computer, i am... but it serves a good purpose here, especially now... would you, could you, understand?...

narf :)