sleepiness (in six hours)

pushing the sleepiness away so i can watch the first third of ascension cuz i am a sci-fi fan but after a few minutes i am nauseated by the possibility that it is all bullshit stereotypical soap opera complete with class struggle, murder mystery, and deception on a grand scale, but hey, i could be wrong... ant farm, animal farm, funny?... the saving grace so far is the absence of religious dogma, but then, many soap operas leave out spirituality and gods until fear rises to dangerous levels (or vice versa... so everybody breathe in the soma, m/ok?)... way too many commercials in between the lack of creativity too (the pubescent psychic prophet on drugs, really?)... but being a sci-fi fan, i hold out hope that there might be a sliver of originality somewhere in the story and so i watch cuz that is what life is about, hoping for the magic of something new...

i could be getting hungry, but maybe i won't (as this is being written after midnight as i worked a sixteen hour day again as the story goes again aye aye?,,, shhhh, just continue)... if i fall asleep, i may wake when i need to and head out to work early enough to get done what i want to get done in time for the meeting so the meeting can be as meaningful as i want it to be (there's always hope) and then i can head down to the beginning place, lake buena vista, for lunch with the operations leadership (on the house) and then, back to work for a brief moment or few, perhaps, to sleep, perchance, or something like that... by then i will have had next to no sleep for some time, maybe, but it will largely depend on what i choose for lunch... will power or indulge may depend on the menu... or exercise... but exercise without sleep is unwise, so i must sleep soon to survive... and this is what happens in the commercial breaks...

are you listening (irvine?)...

narf :)