i could have written that

wow, i wonder why nobody has found this blog besides me... it seems intense, brutal at times... painful... real... and still so beautiful at times... i can so relate... there seem to be several voices and i almost want to be one... i think i'm gonna try to find a way in... cuz there's got to be a way to let it all out like that... yeah, like the joker said to the thief, if you recall... someone said to fly you've got to learn to fall... yeah, i have heard to learn to fly you've got to learn to fall...

one thing for sure, i sure know how to fall...

so what else is new?... i'm just sitting here watching the bowl game, enjoying the tree jackson and i put up, feet up in the recliner, laptop on the lap, emptying my head, drinking my ices coffee drink (reflecting on how the cup sweats even at this time of year which brings back some memories of the frost and snow and white... but all romanticism about holidays and seasons aside, i am a tropical bird so this is as far north as i ever really want to live... and suddenly i wonder if there are more intelligent alert aware people in colder climates because it is more challenging to survive than it is in warmer climates... and now i wonder if that a random thought or does it fit in with the flow of this entry... perhaps i ought to watch the game, but it's not looking so good for the home team and that's no fun, especially alone... do parentheses somehow tap into a different channel of the mind?), and wishing you were somehow here again (maybe i should turn on some music)...

narf :)