Friday, December 26, 2014

do you know me?

do you have a singular driving force, a singular desire in life that dominates your decisions and choices and everything you do?... i think everyone does, but some may be more in touch (or uncontrolled) than others... many may fear knowing the power of their own deepest dominant desire and life certainly offers many ways to avoid, distract, and lose touch with one's self... i do that sometimes making myself so busy with the work i do, the 24/7 caring for others, but i somehow find my way back... even when i am as low as i go and wonder if there is any hope left, i somehow find my way back to my seemingly endless stream of hope and what i have called the energy of the eternal infinity, the energy that keeps me awake at night longing to share it for it is not enough to share it in dreams... to share unconditional trust, honest love, and everything...

wanting to share
keeps me awake at night
hoping someone will come
to share the time 'til morning light

wanting to share
leads me to eat too much
sensual hunger craves stimulation
but nobody's here to touch

wanting to share
drives me to seek
any kind of escape
when the desires peak

wanting to share
with all my might
keeps me awake at night
keeps me awake at night
keeps me awake at night

everybody has a dream :)

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dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...

SEARCH ME

the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)

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