while i enjoy myself all by myself rambling along here in this blog and many others as another calendar year comes to an end, i pause to reflect, quite accidently cuz the mouse fell and click on the link that inspired this entry and asked the title question, on the past year, the past years, and maybe even past lives (or maybe just this life time, though i don't know if we have time for that and that is certainly not something that is suited to brevity which is still the ultimate goal of this blog but getting back to the title question... well, apparently it has... yet somehow thousands of entries appears right here in spite of that consideration more than almost thirty months ago and instead of moving on, i simply expanded here in the blog world... offline i did make a new start though it took fifteen months to get there (and i blew the opportunity to really make a new start for this life as i had the time to focus a whole lot of energy on myself and this body and i let distractions and laziness and stress get in the way, dummy, but perhaps the new life starts here, as the waterboys sing and there is a blast from the past)...
sometimes it starts with the title
an idea comes out of the blue
the memories of a dream long gone
suddenly starts coming through
it always starts with a moment
as if we did not have a clue
it hits the mind like a ton of bricks
and now i am thinking of you
the memory can't be avoided
no matter how long it's been
no matter how long forgotten
it's always ready to begin
as if we can live in a moment
that lasts an eternity
that is the power of true love
that's what you gave to me
you gave ne the most precious passion
unconditional trust and more
unconditional love actualized
a heart with no wall or door
and ever since you i've been waiting
for someone who can give it all
all the waiting time
writing rhyme after rhyme
wishing somebody would fall
the way you could fall
giving it all
all the waiting time
waiting for someone to fall
the way we fell
giving it all
all the waiting time
waiting and singing this song
waiting for love to feel so right
it can never be wrong
and this song is wandering now
through gardens of memories
melodies change with the seasons
some become fantasies
there have been other lovers
that came right out of the blue
but no one has ever compared
to what i shared with you
and ever since you i've been waiting
for someone who can give it all
all the waiting time
writing rhyme after rhyme
wishing somebody would fall
the way you could fall
giving it all
all the waiting time
waiting and singing this song
waiting for love to feel so right
it can never be wrong
all the waiting time
waiting for someone to fall
all the waiting time
writing rhyme after rhyme
wishing somebody would fall
the way you could fall
giving it all
this song will only end
when i feel it again
if you understand, be a friend
help me sing it again
and again and again
all the waiting time
waiting and singing this song
waiting for love to feel so right
it can never be wrong
all the waiting time
waiting for the final fall
unconditional trust
unconditional love
giving it all
all the waiting time
waiting for the right one
and when the right one arrives
the waiting is done
all the waiting time
waiting and singing this song
waiting for love to feel so right
it can never be wrong
all the waiting time
waiting for the final fall
unconditional trust
unconditional love
giving it all
all the waiting time
waiting for the right one
and when the right one arrives
the waiting is done
ok, that was revealing... the first cut is the deepest, no doubt.. and repetitive... truth doesn't change when it's the truth, ya know?... yeah, rambling rhymes, babbling on, it has been a while... so who's feeling naked, vulnerable, real, now... well, that's enough reflection for one night... or at least for one entry...
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