continuity or what?

i mean, is there some sort of flow like theme forming all of a sudden returning to the creativity that was once my way back to me (as in once there way a way, if you know what i mean) that i mostly drifted away from in recent years due to the missing tapes, betrayals, disappointments, and other hope-defeating experiences but what's this? (referring to these 6 or seven most recent entries last night ya know)... after six thousand (that's 6,000) entries?... could it be?... a tale as old as time that wasn't there before?... something?... out of the nightmare?... oh, how many references can we miss?... or find for that matter... i mean, shouldn't all of those rhymes been uploaded somewhere else, like here or here or here or here or here or here or here or here or here instead of here?... i probably would have if i was afraid of what you might think or if i was thinking of the various blogs (the rhymes will likely be copied there just for the continuity and all) instead of just letting the words flow freely the way i used to and maybe i am just feeling the restriction of attempted brevity that this blog is all about and maybe i am letting myself out by waking myself up right here where i am real (or that's the plan, ya know?)...

perhaps confession is in order, but whatever does that mean?...

narf :)