itch on the back

a small pinpoint spot on the back is itching like crazy not and then... jackson says nothing it there, but i feel it... an ingrown hair, she suggests, but it is so extremely distracting when it happens, it drives me crazy... another reason to visit with a doctor who might poke at it, cut it out, biopsy it, or somehow stop the itch... so i decided it was time for a steamy hot shower cuz my aching upper arm and inner shoulder muscles sure can use the heat therapy and the itch is gone for the moment and the muscles feel much better... these muscles have been pushed a lot in this life, as have the rest of these body parts, so i know i am pushing limits that our father's generation though extreme and prior generations would not have imagined, but what choice do i have?... it's not like i am normal or know how to conform, ya know?...

yeah, whatever, if nobody ever gets all the jokes, well, yuk yuk, nyuk nyuk, nod nod wink wink, and so it goes... i can still dream of finding her anyway... thing is, i lost interest in looking... i've always been told that when we genuinely stop actively looking for love, that is when she's just supposed to somehow, suddenly, when you least expect it, "arrive"... yeah, that's what they said... lies!... they tell lies!... whomever they are...

don't look now, but the itch is back...

narf lol lam :)