it was nice for jenna to visit on xmas and provide the illusion she is... she is so adorable and raises hope in me for believing the innocent infinite sharing i seek is still possible in this world... to overcome all fears and be totally aware... to gaze into eyes like those, like mine, for hours, to breath the same air, to sleep the same sleep, the love the same love... honest love... to actualize the unconditional trust... to believe that someone who moves me to dream again will appear and life will begin as it never has been before... and the few who know how close it gets, the few who almost got there with me (alas, if only there were not so many distractions, baggages, and other priorities in the way), you may still remember and understand... listening to this soundtrack almost randomly, but then, is anything truly random?... or is everything?... we can make connections anywhere out of anything, after all... from the previous entry to the beginning of time (or end, for that matter), we make everything what it is with our perspective...
someone to love me
honest love
endless love
all i want to see
in this life
and everywhere always
someone to love
someone to love me
completely
openly
honestly
in this life
and everywhere always
someone to love
to share everything
this is my illusion
my dream, my promise
and my reality
in this life
and when the music plays
i remember
everywhere always
love's everywhere always
and all we have to do
is be open to it
and it will shine through
and we can do it
someone to love
someone to love me
someone who stays
in this life
and everywhere always
i promised myself i wouldn't give up and when i find myself (when i am not lost in the busy business of worklife and helping others), i remember i do not break promises... they may fall asleep for a while, they may be lost in the distance of being out of touch, but they remain alive and well inside waiting for the reconnection... your promise is right here waiting for you... as is mine... hope we reconnect soon while our bodies still breath... and still, with all i am, hope my dream comes true...
nite nite :)
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